| Location | Hutchison, Ks |
| Age | 1 month, 7 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 13/01/2009 |
| Date of Death | 20/02/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,573 since 13/04/2009 |
| Creator |
Isabella was born 7lbs 8oz, 20 inches long, A beautiful full head of black fuzzy hair. She was perfect. Two days after she was born her blood sugar dropped and she had a seizure. She was rushed to a intensive care unit in Wichita. We stayed there for 20 days while they ran hundreds of tests. They poked her heal every six hours, sometimes more. I fought to nurse her, refusing to have her bottle fed. My mom and I never left her side. Family and freinds pitched in to take care of her sisters, and after two weeks she was diagnosed with a pituitary deficiency. She was started on a hormone replacement called somatropin, and her blood sugars stabilized. We were sent home and I gave her shots everyday and took blood sugars. She was the world to her sisters, the first thing they would do when they came home from school was pick up thier baby sister and take turns holding her, changin her diapies an just staring at her. She was my world too, a perfect family, me and my four girls and we were gonna make it. Bella was never fussy. Always lovey and seemed to smile at her mama. Her fuzzy hair was her one of her outstandig features, and big brown eyes, unmistakeable Bella. On Feb. 20th I woke up late, my girls didn't have school and I found my babygirl lifeless, I'm a nurse and I knew she was gone, but believe my God works miracles so I held onto hope. But we arrived atthe ER and her Dr. told us she was gone and we kissed her goodbye knowing she was in the arms of our Savior. I beleive my Bella is in Heaven living in a brandnew world with no more pain or tears, In the presence of the Father I always wanted for her. I do not beleive my God takes baby's away. My world is a broken place and because of that my daughter died. I hang on to my faith and my love everyday despite being in heartbreaking pain. I long to hold you little Bella, my bright shining Star, but I have to stay here and be a mommy to your sisters, wait for me dear baby..Mommy will be home before you know it and we will spend eternity together. Untill then live, truely live. You are my breath everyday, my precious Child. The Father holds us both.
BIG HUGS ISABELLA
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⋱♰⋰ Angel Day ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Your Angel Day in Heaven ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Many tears will fall for you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ You touched so many loving hearts ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ There’s so many missing you ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ As you now live in paradise ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Its Heaven up above stay ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Close to all your loved ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ family and friends that you miss you ever day ⋱♰⋰
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⋱♰⋰ forgoten you take care love from me ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ and Granddaughter of Albert and ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ Marie-Jeanne Belanger take care ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ hugs and XXXX bye for now good ⋱♰⋰
⋱♰⋰ night ⋱♰⋰
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A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Heavens in the face of my little girl
Heavens in the face of my little girl, with dark brown eyes that dissapear when she smiles. Heaven is the place where she calls my name, says mommy please come play with me for awhile. And God I know its this and so much more..and God you know this is what im waiting for....Heaven is her breathing deep, laying on my chest fast asleep as she dreams.....Heaven is a sweet maple syrup kiss and and every other thing I missed with her gone..and God i know its this and so much more and God you know this is what im waiting for......
Big sister.....
Baby girl..mommy thinks of you so often...I love you and miss you more than anyone knows. Im having another baby and your going to be a big sister..I dont know how to do this or what to say..Ive bought alot of new things, because seeing yours makes mommy sad but part of me wants to share ur things with ur sister just like I shared Shea, Nicki, and Kaseys with you. Im scared..but happy. I just want you to know...always know...you can never be replaced...there is only one Izzybella..Only one dark eyed girl with that head full of hair..im in love with you still..and always i long to hold you..No baby can ever take that away....You are forever mine..forever special..please watch over me and ur new baby sister..mommy loves you..always!!!!!
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You Gave You Took Away - by Sharon Wheeler
As I travel across this land
There is something missing today
It’s my Angel child
The one God took away
He gave me that beautiful child
Then he took them straight away
What was the point I asked
As I knelt down and prayed
I never got to see my child play
And grow like all the others
I thought Lord that was my job
A child, and me to be the Mother.
I never even got any warning
Nothing was ever said
I woke up that sunny morning
To find my sweet child dead.
You gave them life, you stole it
You broke my heart in two
Why? Why? Dear Lord
That’s all I ask from you?
Copyright© Sharon Wheeler
Twinkle my little Star...shine so bright..mommy misses you tonight!
O my little girl you would be nine months old yesterday. I wonder how long your hair would be and if you would be trying to walk, pulling yourself up on furniture..and falling down. What would your smile look like and how many teeth would you have. Would you say my name?? Mama thats my name forever...I'm your mama. I love you more everyday just like you were living on Earth with me..Bella I know there are no tears up there and no pain so I know you do not miss me but instead have a warm loving comfort as your held in the arms of my God and his son Jesus. I always wanted a father for you..I dreamed of the life I would give you and how even if you just had me you would never be at a loss for love and security..I was gonna be the best Mommy..the only thing that gives me comfort is that you now have the best daddy I could ever hope for..and a life greater than I could have ever imagined. And here I am looking up there for the signs of you everywhere, so twinkle little star and shine so very bright I'm missing you tonight. I love you always baby girl. Always and Forever your Mommy.
Your Angel xx
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mummy please don't cry~
"Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies."
Please, try not to question God,
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mummy don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
*~**~ANGEL ~**~*BELLA**~**~
~*~*~**~*THERE ~*~*~*~*ARE ~**~**~*NO WORDS
~*AND ~**~*~*~*~**~**~
~ NOTHING *~**~*TO FILL ~***~ THE SPACE*~**~*
~~**~WHERE **~**YOUR ~**~ ANGEL HEAD ~***~
**~~**~ONCE *~***~LAID*~***~ YOU ARE **~**~
*~**~MISSED *~~* SO **~ VERY *~**MUCH**~ ANGEL
BELLA~**~*
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